I've been doing a pretty good job at not letting this excavation into my past upset me or make me cry but sometimes my efforts to hold my guards up fail. After reading letter after letter that I would write to my dad after he was gone I'm left just so... sad. And obviously I cannot share this sadness with anyone but a) it makes people feel weird and b) they probably, no offense to anyone, wouldn't say anything helpful. Therefore I'm going to express it in here where people don't have to react or if they do they don't have to share that reaction with me. It's just hard when I'm having to recreate the way I felt at that time and I was so hurt. I was torn apart. And for me to be able to take the audience on my personal journey through surviving his death that means I have to get back into the vibe of that time in my life but anyway... My sob story of the hour is over. Let's talk some about Thanksgiving break and the fun things I've been doing and will be doing this week.
So over break I got to see so many friends and it was so great. I got to catch up with all of them and hear what is going on in their lives. It's so cool that even though we've all gone in different directions we can still gather together and share our stories. It was also a great week spent with family. Even though we bicker, they are my rock and the people I can always trust no matter what.
Last night was super fun. Mopeds, music sharing, talking about life, IHOP, and lack of sleep with my good friend Evan. Hi Evan! I'm giving you your shout out haha :) Let's see what do I have to look forward to this week... Beta and His Holiday party Weds maybe, Sig Ep formal on Thursday, possible appearance at Skiesta? Probably not. Symphony Friday. Then Celebration of Lights on Sunday!! :D I think I might plan a sisterhood event for afterwards, an Alpha Chi Holiday party. That would be amazing :) I gotta get on that! In fact... I have a lot of things that I must focus on right now so I better stop blogging <3 Bye kids
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