I didn't know what to say for my solo performance....

Alright so I've been putting this off for a while. But I don't know why because it only requires me to sit down and write about my topic. Just write and not censor myself. What is so hard about that? It shouldn't be frightening to spill these thoughts out into a text box. I just can't believe that I have to perform this in front of the class in 9 days. That is completely and utterly terrifying. I have nothing solid at the moment. Alright so basically this post is going to start out really rough. Let's start by stating what I'm going to be talking about. Here it goes. I want to shape my performance around my father and his suicide and how it affected me. I want to share about my fondest childhood memories with him and my darkest times. It's an experience that I think really defined me. It caused me to grow up really fast and realize what is important in life. Alright I gotta do this later...