Yep. Here I am. Sitting around doing anything I can to avoid finishing this MSA application. I still have to write 1 and a half essays, draft a well-written and winsome cover letter and fill out the entire application. However, I'm still just sitting here, not doing any of those things. As if I believe that maybe if I wait long enough those things will magically write themselves. It is due in 4 days. I should've gotten this done SO long ago but I keep putting it off. I feel such anxiety about writing essays. They have to be perfect because I cannot be rejected from SMU. That will just kill me inside.
I really do have a deep-seated fear that I will not get in to SMU and that I will not get a full-time offer from Ernst & Young. I don't know why I have such a lack of faith in myself but I really do feel nervous.
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