brain-washed
I've been brain-washed...
When did this happen?
Was there a certain event?
Did the swishy, torrential flood come from something someone said one day?
Who am I?
What are my values?
Where is my self-assurance?
How did judgment, status, obsession, materiality, labels, facades, and this new desperate need of affirmation from those completely unworthy of voicing their ignorant, ruthless opinion become a part of everyday life?
What happened?
Why?
Can I please go back to freshman year when I held my own strong beliefs and stood on a strong ground and didn't cling to the sinking-sand misery of petty petulance that pervades the air of this snobby university?
What a waste of thoughts...
None of this matters at all...... It's all ridiculous.
Can someone please shake me and wake me up?
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