I talked too much about losing weight...

Alright well I have officially acknowledged the fact that I have become one of those people that incessantly brings up a topic that no one wants to hear about. I hate those kinds of people so now that I have recognized that I am one of them I am going to do something about it. I am going to try my best to not bring up my immense frustrations surrounding my weight and my inability to lower it with those close to me. I know some of you are probably saying "OMFG, THANK THE GOOD LORD" I know I know... I'm sorry. But really you have no idea, and I mean NO IDEA how much this frustrates, depresses, and discourages me in my everyday life. I want SO badly to look the way I used to look and to feel sexy and thin. I don't say these things to fish for compliments. This is how I feel. I have an image in my head of how I want to look and the way I look right now, no matter how many times people tell me that I look great, is not the way I want to look. So from now on I will intermittently blog about these frustrations. But don't worry I will make these kind of rants seldom. I have decided that my new weight-loss tactic starting tonight will be to drink an enormous amount of water. I already exercise everyday and eat balanced meals but I think that drinking lots of water, and primarily 2 glasses before every meal, will help me eat smaller portions and leave me less hungry and prone to snacking. Alright well I'm glad that we have laid that out. So seriously if you hear me complain about it again just slap me on the hand. I'll probably forget that I told you to do that and I'll look at you very confused but I'll get it... eventually. Eventually... I don't really like that word. It requires me to wait. And waiting is not something I am fond of doing.